I’ve Made Up My Mind
Nov. 23rd, 2006 by TrevorSo don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don’t lie to me,
Just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.
I just wanted to share some stuff…
I have a great job. I love it. I have a great family, I love them. I had a great life, I miss it. I have a better life, I’m glad I made the change. I feel like maybe I strayed from certain convictions in the last few months… I’m eager to get back on track… Finacially i’m pulling through finally, first time in years i’ve made enough to live, and make purchases I want, not just need. (although recently they are needed things, but things maybe before I would have just suffered without, like… a coat). I’m going to be moving to a new apartment in a few months and am looking for a roomate, but since no one who reads this lives anywhere near me… I guess asking here is pointless. I spent my Thanksgiving with some friends, we went to see a movie and dinner. I am looking forward to having a home again, and not some room i’m renting out from a guy I don’t really know or converse with much.
I really am not going to let myself be pressured into choices any more. There is no point. I should never again let anyone unilaterally make choices that affect my life. EVER.
On a side note there might be a change on here soon with my site. You’ll notice it will be moved to www.tlj.zephyrconcepts.com to make way for the new Zephyr Concepts homepage, you can still get to this site via the small Purple P Triangle in the upper left corner, (you will need to log in to be anywhere on the site at that point). I’m going to be reopening my company I think, if for no other reason then to get some good solid stats on the site through google.
I’m really uninterested in talking lately if you hadn’t noticed, a lot is going on in my head and I’m sorry if i seem distant to anyone, its really nothing personal.
Happy Thanksgiving
-Trevor
