Dig me up from under what is covering… The better part of me
Nov. 8th, 2007 by TrevorIts Fall here on the east coast. Something I’m still not entirely accustomed to. I got up this morning, got in my car and I could still see my breath, in the car… unexpected to say the least. I should really look into the logistics of car ownership in the winter, I think my tires were frozen this morning… can tires freeze?
I’m currently debating the purchase of a new laptop. I bought a new laptop tonight. I tend to use my laptop more then my desktop these days (the desktop is mainly my TV and video game system, as its on an entertainment center). I’m almost finished paying off my credit card, and that was the requirement for buying a laptop. Looking at the macbook pro. Gorgeous laptop, annoyingly… exactly what I wanted to build 4 years ago and market.
Work is going, I found myself admitting the other night that I was happier working at HRC. Segue is great, nice people etc. but I’m not finding the work as consistent or as fulfilling. I suppose I could make more of an effort to resolve that… I think thats key… I’m looking forward to moving to the new office, I don’t think I’m as happy here because I’m not settled, I don’t have ‘my space.’
Time is going by rapidly these days, I can’t believe its already mid-way into November. I’ve been on the east coast for 15 months, something that was originally only going to last 4 month. I miss home a bit, but at the same time feel as adrift as I did when I first left college. I think the lack of a permanent home weighs heavily… I had a realization the other night that as long as I kept the house in CA, I’d never be home here… I don’t know what I should do, but a lot of my unhappiness has to do with the impermanent living situation.